Hello Seb, Your own exploration of your sexuality and the work you do with others has opened up new g(o)d of thought for me. Believe it or not, I’ve learned through reading your words to be a little kinder to myself and a little more patient and creative with getting to orgasm.
I’ve been fascinated with my butthole since I was little and have enjoyed reading about your thoughts and experiences where this amazing part of our bodies is concerned. I’ve learned to slide a dildo up into my hole and just leave it there – roll over and go to sleep and just let it be and enjoy whatever comes of the experience. I might never have done that had I not read about you doing it – and it’s something I really enjoy now. As a matter of fact, a plug is in my ass as I’m writing to you. I put it there several hours ago before a long Saturday morning nap.
It’s begging to be pulled now but it won’t be until I’ve finished with this letter. It’s no longer about the orgasm – it’s about moving into a new and different place with the sexual and physical experience. An extract from Affectionately, Lawrence